At least I've got a couple actual nice hq photos from a volunteer jump judge who also brought along her camera. Thanks Lydia Truitt - beautiful shots and I'm so grateful to have them! And hopefully you all will forgive my inclusion of grainy video stills along with the nicer pics haha.
Anyway. Onto the course. For the first time since picking up eventing in late 2014, I actually stopped by the venue the night before to walk my course. Mostly bc it's so close by Charlie's barn (10min yas!) and other friends were going too.
I'm glad I did tho. The course did not at all meet my expectations, and I don't mean that in a good way. I was... taken by surprise by how large so many of the fences were. I expected a couple "big" ones, but was unprepared especially for the earliest portions of this course.
Luckily, by walking the night before, I was able to familiarize myself with my photos of each jump and reconcile my uneasy mind to the task ahead of us. Oh. It also gave me the impetus to load up on ranitidine. #breakfastofchampions
So by the time I walked my course a second time after dressage with Brita, I already had a fairly well established plan in my head for each jump. Yess.
| intro had the option of jumping the bn house to the right too, but we stuck to trotting in over these rails |
Mission accomplished - Charlie was right on board with this.
| looks a lot like our last jump from loch moy last month. also, for whatever reason, BN's numbers were white on green at this event. Intro was white on blue. |
You'll be able to tell in the helmet cam video, but this course was reeeeeally spread out - especially at the beginning. Ain't no other way to get 13 fences in 1,800m than to spread them out, so I guess it makes sense. But these earliest jumps really were quite far apart and invited the horse to hit the accelerator quickly.
My plan to was shoot for an easy breezy canter through the park - no rushing, no revving. So far so good, and Charlie more or less went along with my ideas up to fence two. He got nice and close to this fence, taking stock of it as he went. Perfect.
| this puppy was wiiiide. also the half-brush look is weird lol |
My thoughts were that this fence would tell me what I needed to know about how Charlie would handle the rest of the course. If he backed off it like he had at some of the fences at Loch Moy, I felt it would be possible that we would struggle with the rest of the course. But if he kept coming to it? Well. We'd probably be fine.
Naturally, he kept coming. Jumped it great. Good Boy!
| another option with bn. after fence 3, this choice felt obvious |
Tho naturally I had to remind myself of that as we cruised toward it. Little pep talks, ya know? Like, Emma. You know you need to jump that house. Just jump it. Charlie wants to jump the house. Doooo it. So we did.
Charlie was very honest to the house - and again got in nice and close to figure his own stride out, then jumped it great.
| do y'all recognize that pheasant feeder? both of these jumps are from tranquility and i've jumped that feeder approximately 18 thousand times with izzy |
I could still steer tho. Which was really all Charlie needed - he just wanted me to tell him where to go, especially if I told him to take the high option, as we did again here.
Charlie kinda launched at this fence - we were getting a bit strung out and I wasn't thrilled with my lack of brakes.... but at the same time, I'm finally starting to figure out how to stay enough down in my legs such that I don't get totally tossed around in the saddle when he lands.
And it's obviously near impossible to tell from the photo, but when he gets long to the fence like that I can basically just slip my reins out and let him go. He's just so freakin honest. I can't bring myself to lean at the jumps when he goes like this (baggage, yo, I gots it), but at least I'm getting a much better feel for how he goes when he goes like this.
| faux ditch - it's just a frame of poles surrounding mulch, no dug out section at all. |
Anyway tho, I just kinda worked with what I had on this course. Including piloting him up to the faux ditch, which he skipped over nbd.
| another house! this time not an option, but like. knowing this was on course, why would you take any of the smaller options earlier? |
It didn't matter for our purposes tho. Charlie wasn't about to be slowed down by no house haha! His canter was continuing to get a little more and more strung out with each jump, but this one went more or less ok.
| this was the only option that honestly gave me pause. but. emma. high options. dooo eeet. |
It's cool tho. In a way, I'm happy with myself for learning to get a little comfortable with Charlie's way of going right now. And hopefully I'll be able to use that new-found comfort to fully address correcting the canter instead of being flustered by nerves or whatever.
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| charlie likes dem high options haha. but.... it'd maybe be a little nicer if he was more interested in rider feedback or influence. just sayin! pc Lydia Truitt |
| easy jump, but the approach here promised a challenge: short right hand turn going downhill |
Ultimately tho the jump rode fine. But in a way, I'm glad that I took it so seriously bc it made me actually sit the horse back a little bit instead of letting him continue to drag me to fences.
| this might have been spooky two months ago. now? relegated to speed bump status |
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| not even gonna apologize for my monkey-on-his-back rider status lol |
Hint: the second case proved more true, lol. I shouldn't fuss to much tho, honestly the horse was doing a really nice job of finding his fences. I could really feel him thinking and setting himself up on approach to each and every fence.
That's not to say that he didn't make mistakes or whatever bc he totally did (you can tell in the video lol), but he was very actively participating in the ride and I appreciated that. Even if it was a touch wild around the edges, he honestly gave me a pretty solid, honest feeling about each and every jump. It felt safe.
| water basin! filled undoubtedly with horse-eating snakes! |
I brought him up to the backside of the pool first (after wrestling him down to walk, a feat unto itself lol) and got him in to get his feet wet before heading toward the flags. He was spooky and unsettled tho, and I should have taken more time in the water.
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| top: charlie definitely sees snakes bottom: "ok, probably no snakes here." (not the splashes haha) |
| isabel absolutely dominated this bank each and every time she met it. i had high expectations for charlie to do the same. |
Good boy took his time getting there, and took a little leg too, but in such a way that felt quite nice. Popped right on up and cantered on along to the final fence on course. Tho naturally he had to add in once lovely stumble through his lead change, bc you just can't be a Charlie and not have at least one stumble per phase haha.
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| closing the course with a little bench! the 10th of our 13 efforts either shared with bn or with a bn option for intro. |
Charlie got right on up to a nice cozy spot (good boy!) and popped over. And even came back down to walk pretty easily so I could love on him and hop off and watch him basically pass the fuck out before I could even get his saddle off.
But damn, rides like this just go so far in melting away so much of the anxiety and worry that has been weighing me down since last year. Bc guys. We're really doing it. He's really ready, and really fine. And really actually a LOT of fun, omg, to ride.
And most importantly? It is so goddamn easy to just believe in this horse. It's a good feeling, and one I'm savoring for all it's worth. So. Ya know. Thanks for reading along and putting up with my gushing ramblings and grainy video stills lol.




























